Endings... and new beginnings...

It is never easy to watch a dream die. Dreams are what keep us moving forward, reaching and striving for the stars. Sometimes, dreams die despite our best efforts. It isn't the first time for me and I'm sure it won't be the last.

At the age of 3, one of Seeker's daughters has died from a rare, aggressive type of lymphoma. Inga Binga was a sweet, lively girl, reminiscent of her Dad. She had been sick, very sick, last year, diagnosed with a fungal infection. Unfortunately, this diagnosis was probably incorrect. She became sick again a few weeks ago and when some lumps were found and aspirated, the horrible diagnosis of cancer was made. Inga was sick, having difficulty breathing, not eating and lethargic. Her owners, Jean and Steve did everything in their power to make Inga better. The high doses of steroids she was given last year put her into remission, unknown to everyone until now. My heart is breaking for Jean and Steve. Three year old dogs should have a bright future ahead of them. Inga did... A fast, focused agility dog in training, she was a shining star in the making. Now, she has gone to the Bridge. It just isn't fair.

Inga 

After much soul searching, I've decided to not breed Seeker again. My dream of having one of his awesome puppies has died along with Inga. Yes, I know cancer can be random and there is no proof that her lymphoma was genetically based or even came from him. But unless there comes a time when there is a genetic test available to screen for cancer, he won't be bred again. He will be neutered as planned in September and our lives will go on.

Although this dream has ended, I will focus on the future. Not now, but in a few years, I will be looking for another potential puppy to carry on as Applegarth's stud dog. Right now, it is time to focus on the here and now... 11 year old Piper, 9.5 year old Ceilidh, 7.5 year old Seeker and 3 year old Gem. The end of a dream only serves to allow other dreams to be pursued which is exactly what I plan to do.

So love and hug everyone in your life that are important, both human and canine, because it can all change in a second...